When Wen Wanders

with this I hope

2010-08-08T18:45:00.002-10:00

The earth is a big place with wonderful people and beautiful places far and near, which I have yet to discover. Over a lifetime, I hope to tap into that reservoir.

I Don't Know Enough About You

2010-06-15T22:21:00.002-10:00

Economist, reluctantly

2010-06-14T00:49:00.003-10:00

found some friends, there are:
The Reluctant Economist
The Reluctant Entertainer
The Reluctant Entrepreneur
The Reluctant Environmentalist

feeling bad.u

2010-06-02T01:43:00.002-10:00

慵懶滑音 Jazzy的唱腔

2010-05-10T21:40:00.006-10:00

うわさのリボンブラ体操

2010-03-26T23:00:00.002-10:00

Logorama

2010-03-12T17:28:00.002-10:00

！？

2010-03-05T03:39:00.001-10:00

大橋トリオ - 贈る言葉

2010-02-25T10:39:00.002-10:00

悲しみこらえて　微笑むよりも
涙かれるまで　泣くほうがいい
人は悲しみが多いほど
人には優しく　できるのだから

信じられぬと　嘆くよりも
人を信じて　傷つくほうがいい
求めないで　優しさなんか
臆病者の　言いわけだから

教えて

2010-02-24T10:10:00.000-10:00

思うがままにはどうすればいい？

無聲之夜

2010-02-22T03:32:00.004-10:00

沒有動靜
沒有聲響
只有寂靜的咆哮

散亂的思緒
凍結的感情
填滿了空虛的軀殼

無法前進
無法退縮
陷入扭曲的時間裡

想念
眷戀
疼痛
等待

シャウト！

2009-09-29T12:37:00.001-10:00

【ニコニコ動画】【サンドスクレイパー -砂漠の特急線-】を歌ってみた

nonesense poem

2009-07-30T15:02:00.001-10:00

We Feel Fine

2009-07-09T17:24:00.001-10:00

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

2009-07-07T17:09:00.001-10:00

Just Be Friends

2009-07-07T17:04:00.001-10:00

【ニコニコ動画】「Just Be Friends」を歌ってみた（halyosy ver.）

Visual

2009-07-07T16:57:00.001-10:00

The Crisis of Credit Visualized

a Skit

2009-05-05T18:52:00.001-10:00

ambient

2009-04-17T10:13:00.006-10:00

Tone Matrix

Gesundheit!

2009-04-14T00:32:00.001-10:00

CM

2009-03-17T23:19:00.002-10:00

SOUND

2009-03-12T00:22:00.001-10:00

Cloud Umbrella

2009-03-12T00:08:00.003-10:00

http://www.bottlepets.jp/wp-trackback.php?p=2541

Just Funny

2009-03-10T14:56:00.011-10:00

・I probably don't think as much as I think I do.

・Socks are (like) underwear for shoes.

・Dr. Ashworth: "Translation isn't Dishwashing"

・met a guy name Guy who knew another Guy,
asked: so did you guys hang out?

・two sheep tryin to raise a tiger..

・Monkeys groom each other while tigers groom themselves.

・Mom: "感謝主妳談戀愛了!"

・RuPaul: "we all came into this world naked, the rest of it is all drag"

~a logic teacher's reasonings~

Q: What is the plural form of moose?
A: Since goose ⇒ geese, therefore moose ⇒ meese

Q: How to make your own soy ice cream.
A: Put in some soy milk and some cream on top.

Supernatural

2009-02-17T00:05:00.004-10:00

太陽風雨海浪

沙灘泥巴岩石

海鳥鯨魚

宇宙星空島嶼山脈

手套安全帽外套

頭髮體溫唇

小林一茶

2009-02-13T18:40:00.002-10:00

古池や

蛙(かわず)飛びこむ

水の音

・
・
・

パシャン

・
・

出会ってしまった

2009-02-12T20:57:00.000-10:00

栓

2009-02-10T20:50:00.002-10:00

鬆懈了

解開了

發自內心

流露

溢出

滴落

harsh

2009-02-09T22:39:00.003-10:00

消極

定義

劃線

冷淡

現實

殘酷

強烈

一針見血

Aristotle

2009-02-09T22:33:00.003-10:00

"Man is by nature a political animal. He who is unable to live in society, or who has no need because he is sufficient for himself, must be either a beast or a god."

I don't know why I still remember this, but for some reason it stood out.

What's Left?

2009-01-25T22:07:00.003-10:00

It was pointed out to me today that I tilt my head slightly to the left when I do tea. I started to notice on my way home that I tilted my head when I read a book and when I drove my car. It's never to the right side, unless I purposely wanted to make that "?" gesture.

Then I remembered that Yui once commented on my mixi photo album saying that many of my pictures are taken from the left side.

Why am I not tilting to/looking from the right side?

I knew about some habits that I have:
a) looking into empty space when searching for words or thoughts or translating one into the other.
b) opening bottles with my left hand.
but tilting left is something new.

I know I tilt my head at times, but I didn't realize it's always left and when I concentrate/focus on something.

どうしたら。。

2009-01-03T22:11:00.006-10:00

このもどかしさを。。

期待したくないけど、期待してしまう
戻りたくても、もう戻れない
近づきたいのに、近づけない
幸せのが辛い

はまってしまったこの渦からはもう脱け出せない
出口のない、この気持ちの渦巻き
深く深く

ドキッ　と　ズキッ
微笑み　と　泣き顔
結局ポーカーフェイスでいるしかない

Expectation

2008-11-20T00:22:00.003-10:00

Things that are unexpected are usually the best things. You know, those called the "little things in life." The trick is to have no expectations for anything. That way everything will be unexpected. The happiest person may be one that has no expectations. Everything would exceed his/her expectation, since it's non-existence.

Blankness

2008-11-20T00:07:00.002-10:00

空白の部屋に
偽りの空気が漂う

虚ろの空間に
躓いて居座ってしまう私の存在

そのまま
渦巻かされそう

永遠に感じる

2008-10-30T20:22:00.006-10:00

僕たちはすれ違ってばかり

でも、君は振り向かない、私だけ

一方通行

届かない

終わりを告げない

迷子の手紙みたい

Chaos Theory

2008-10-18T22:41:00.004-10:00

... but organized

道草を食べながらの一本道

2008-10-12T01:20:00.003-10:00

The future will reveal itself as it unwraps in the present.

SPICE!

2008-10-11T01:54:00.003-10:00

香辛料に好き嫌いがあるように

刺激にも好き嫌いがある。

私の好き嫌いは特に激しいのよ

君はどんなスパイスで刺激してくれる？

2008-10-06T16:02:00.006-10:00

We started losing the music in our lives, when we started doubting our love.
We receded to our rooms, shutting ourselves in our little worlds secured with defending walls, and lost our inspiration for music.

Photos, pictures, memories are records kept only when desirable.
The others are suppressed or disposed...

not to be seen in daylight

一人旅に出ましょう

2008-10-05T00:15:00.005-10:00

なにも追わず、追われずに
ただものごとを有りのまんま、自分のまんまで
ちょっとゆるい感じで歩きだしたい
風に乗り、水に流れ

そしたら
なんとなく
気づかないうちに
見つけるのでしょう

探してたもの
求めてたもの
欲してたもの

あなたとわたし
僕と君

いつか
いつしか

．
．
．

それまでは気持ちよく涙を流せないままでいるでしょう
切ない涙がありがとうの涙に変わるまで
収められないこの思いは思い出になれず
さまよい続けるでしょう
ワタシという国境で

BSD - Bipolar Sleep Disorder

2008-09-16T17:14:00.003-10:00

is what I've been experiencing...

i slept for 3 hours one day, then the next for 12 hours

another day for 90 minutes, then the next for 16 hours

it's just from bad time management and probably lack of concentration..

so you could just call it:

Bull Shit Disorder too

茶杓銘

2008-09-13T18:21:00.003-10:00

何がいいかな？

初めてのお茶杓だから

「初心」

というのはどうかしら？(笑)

あとはー

秋だから。。「秋雨」とか

まぁ、出来上がってからの印象で付けると思う

2 things that I have a hard time with

2008-09-12T22:30:00.001-10:00

flirting

und

撒嬌

月静るせい

2008-07-23T13:34:00.002-10:00

http://ha6.seikyou.ne.jp/home/Ruka-Se/nspage.htm

MUGEN に MUJUN

2008-07-20T17:41:00.002-10:00

people..
risk to stay safe
stay silent to make a statement

key color

2008-07-02T17:35:00.001-10:00

What does sapphire blue mean?

Keyword from Above:

2008-06-18T19:57:00.001-10:00

Smile*

いつの日か

2008-05-12T21:09:00.002-10:00

私が淋しくて、我が猫と屋根で月に照らされた海を眺めてたこと。

ただ逃げ出したかった自分の頭を冷やしたくて、冷たい夜風に揺らされてたこと。

じっとしていられなくて、でも動きも出せなくて、時間と共に凍らされたかったこと。

自ら感情を涙に移り変えなくて、天から降る人工涙に表現してもらったこと。

そんなこと私は言いましたっけ？

なんで覚えてるの？

そしてなんで気付けたの？

私がそういう行動をし出した思い

旅

2008-05-10T22:29:00.001-10:00

http://jp.shockwave.com/animations/drama/tabibito/

Existential Dilemma

2008-05-10T04:10:00.000-10:00

I love this, lol

新月に雨

2008-05-04T23:16:00.004-10:00

。。新月の夜、夜の雨、雨の新月。。

幽かに見える朧な灯火
優しく包んでくれる暗闇
溶け込んでいきそうな雨だれの囁き

濡れた芝生に裸足で浸けたい
潤んだ空気の匂いを味わいたい
霧んだ雨雲のベールに触れたい

ホサネバ(笑)

2008-05-02T20:29:00.002-10:00

a cute and playful song that kind of reflect how I deal with my laundry

「遊ぼう～」伝説

2008-04-16T23:02:00.003-10:00

もうあの時みたいには言えない。。あんな素直に、ぽろっと(笑)

言える相手がいないのかな？
人に迷惑かもと気にしだしてしまったのかな？
なんで言えなくなったのかな？

今でも相変わらず「遊びたい」のに。。

Talent...Average

2008-04-16T00:27:00.002-10:00

"Talent" is not a word I am associated with, but neither is "average."
.
.
.
"Weird?" Bingo

Staying Afloat

2008-04-15T10:48:00.004-10:00

游不動，所以只有漂浮
但是就當連漂浮也吃力的時候，該怎麼辦？

閉著眼，憋住氣，無抵抗地躲進水裡也不是辦法
那只會隔離外界，加重壓力，增加恐懼

可是只有自己，而周圍一無所有的時候
那也真的只好二選一：掙扎浮游或安靜沉溺

"Inefficiency" is the New Way to Go

2008-04-09T16:52:00.004-10:00

Going back to the multi-tasking topic.

Since there's not enough time, 24 hours a day, to do every single thing one at a time, we're forced into muti-tasking to meet deadlines.

one at a time method = focused, thorough, efficient in terms of total time consumption on one job; but, as its name implies, only one thing gets done.

multi-task method = focus is divided, may not be thorough, but gives multiple jobs at least some progress in a set amount of time.

I guess they are different types of efficiency.

Rio & Lima

2008-04-07T17:17:00.003-10:00

2匹の犬を飼ったら、こう名付けようかな

Scared of Nothing

2008-04-07T08:36:00.002-10:00

...meaning: scared of nothing or nothing?

or could it also mean: scared of everything?

in the sense of, scared of losing everything

but if there is nothing then losing everything need not be an issue to be scared of

I am not making sense, that's why I'm writing.

waiting for something to Happen

2008-04-02T00:01:00.003-10:00

you said: ..around the corner
but I think: ..over the hill

either way, we just need to keep moving forward

休息是為了走更長遠的路

人を癒すことにより、自分も癒される

one Chaper at a time

2008-04-01T22:56:00.002-10:00

...or maybe even one page at a time.

Multi-tasking has become the needed survival skill for modern day peeps. Sure, we do it all the time processing the massive inputs that technology has allowed us to obtain, but we're still just focusing on one thing at a time..just switching back and forth rapidly (at sometimes insane speeds).

It just doesn't seem like we were intended for multi-tasking, yet every aspect of life seems to be demanding it. Whatever happened to the more ideal "one step at a time", "one thing at a time" approach? Why are they being associated with "slow", "time-consuming", or "inefficient" when it's only natural?

Nowadays, it's so much harder to concentrate on one thing for a long time, than to do several at a time.

relationships

2008-02-23T10:39:00.004-10:00

I just don't understand why some people have relationships one right after another. It's as if they're treating it like a disposable diapers; Once you think they're full of shit, you switch to a new one.

Smartass vs. Dumbass

2008-02-17T05:12:00.004-10:00

It's not as extreme as the case of Genius vs. Retard, but it makes some good points in compare and contrast.

a Right to be Unhappy?

2008-02-13T23:49:00.012-10:00

Wouldn't you agree that everybody has the "right to be happy"? But the question I wanna know is if everybody has the "right to be unhappy".

Why are people who seem to "have it all" still unhappy? Perhaps to the point that some of them even commit suicide. (e.g. Kurt Cobain)

It somehow reminded me of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

Could it be that the higher needs are fulfilled, but not the more basic needs on the bottom of the hierarchy? If the lower needs are not fulfilled, does any of the higher needs mean anything?

pyrimid from: http://two.not2.org/psychosynthesis/articles/maslow.htm

No "No"?

2008-02-11T00:13:00.000-10:00

I'm not sure why it's so hard to say "No." Usually I'm not afraid of being blunt but it's just so hard to turn down an offer or an invitation when you don't have a good reason to. I guess that's why I started this blog at this random hour.