We Feel Fine

Visual

The Crisis of Credit Visualized

harsh

消極

定義

劃線

冷淡

現實

殘酷

強烈

一針見血

What's Left?

It was pointed out to me today that I tilt my head slightly to the left when I do tea. I started to notice on my way home that I tilted my head when I read a book and when I drove my car. It's never to the right side, unless I purposely wanted to make that "?" gesture.

Then I remembered that Yui once commented on my mixi photo album saying that many of my pictures are taken from the left side.

Why am I not tilting to/looking from the right side?

I knew about some habits that I have:
a) looking into empty space when searching for words or thoughts or translating one into the other.
b) opening bottles with my left hand.
but tilting left is something new.

I know I tilt my head at times, but I didn't realize it's always left and when I concentrate/focus on something.

Expectation

Things that are unexpected are usually the best things. You know, those called the "little things in life." The trick is to have no expectations for anything. That way everything will be unexpected. The happiest person may be one that has no expectations. Everything would exceed his/her expectation, since it's non-existence.

Chaos Theory

... but organized

We started losing the music in our lives, when we started doubting our love.
We receded to our rooms, shutting ourselves in our little worlds secured with defending walls, and lost our inspiration for music.

Photos, pictures, memories are records kept only when desirable.
The others are suppressed or disposed...

not to be seen in daylight

2 things that I have a hard time with

flirting



und



撒嬌

MUGEN に MUJUN

people..
risk to stay safe
stay silent to make a statement

「遊ぼう～」伝説

もうあの時みたいには言えない。。あんな素直に、ぽろっと(笑)

言える相手がいないのかな？
人に迷惑かもと気にしだしてしまったのかな？
なんで言えなくなったのかな？

今でも相変わらず「遊びたい」のに。。

"Inefficiency" is the New Way to Go

Going back to the multi-tasking topic.

Since there's not enough time, 24 hours a day, to do every single thing one at a time, we're forced into muti-tasking to meet deadlines.

one at a time method = focused, thorough, efficient in terms of total time consumption on one job; but, as its name implies, only one thing gets done.

multi-task method = focus is divided, may not be thorough, but gives multiple jobs at least some progress in a set amount of time.

I guess they are different types of efficiency.

Scared of Nothing

...meaning: scared of nothing or nothing?



or could it also mean: scared of everything?

in the sense of, scared of losing everything


but if there is nothing then losing everything need not be an issue to be scared of




I am not making sense, that's why I'm writing.

one Chaper at a time

...or maybe even one page at a time.


Multi-tasking has become the needed survival skill for modern day peeps. Sure, we do it all the time processing the massive inputs that technology has allowed us to obtain, but we're still just focusing on one thing at a time..just switching back and forth rapidly (at sometimes insane speeds).

It just doesn't seem like we were intended for multi-tasking, yet every aspect of life seems to be demanding it. Whatever happened to the more ideal "one step at a time", "one thing at a time" approach? Why are they being associated with "slow", "time-consuming", or "inefficient" when it's only natural?


Nowadays, it's so much harder to concentrate on one thing for a long time, than to do several at a time.

a Right to be Unhappy?

Wouldn't you agree that everybody has the "right to be happy"? But the question I wanna know is if everybody has the "right to be unhappy".

Why are people who seem to "have it all" still unhappy? Perhaps to the point that some of them even commit suicide. (e.g. Kurt Cobain)

It somehow reminded me of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

Could it be that the higher needs are fulfilled, but not the more basic needs on the bottom of the hierarchy? If the lower needs are not fulfilled, does any of the higher needs mean anything?

pyrimid from: http://two.not2.org/psychosynthesis/articles/maslow.htm

No "No"?

I'm not sure why it's so hard to say "No." Usually I'm not afraid of being blunt but it's just so hard to turn down an offer or an invitation when you don't have a good reason to. I guess that's why I started this blog at this random hour.